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Crying
心痛的感觉。就胸口闷闷的，好像快喘不过气来。
可是通过了一个很长的电话，一切都没事了。YAY.
all those tears and all today. hahah. but sometimes i'm really happy that we have situations such as this cause it helps us to become closer.
so through all those tears, i just started randomly wondering why do my eyes turn red when i was crying. so it was like, i was crying cause i was really sad, and at the same time, wondering about this question. yeah i know i'm so weird but whatever.
went to google the reason why. and here's the reason:
"This is a more scientific answer. When you cry from say... Accidentally cutting yourself, or falling; Or burning your leg with a hair straightener or dropping a fourwheeler on yourself; You cry but your eyes dont get red. When you cry for emotional reasons such as someone going crazy and being a complete and total asswhole to you last night and making you cry, A hormone in your body gets released and escapes from your tear ducts. It has a chemical reactions with the "Stuff" in your eyes and turns them red and puffy."
so its actually due to a hormone that's being released. this is so cool i swear. i learnt something new from crying.
now my eyes hurt from crying, i think i cried about 2 hours ? my god how i even managed that i have no idea. i just know that the amount of salt produced in my tears make it so sore right now. i'm going to look so ugly in the morning after i wake up !
i guess i should probably start sleeping (like now) so that i can look less ugly in the morning lol.
anyway yesterday (28/11/13) was the last day of A's for me yippieeeee. changed into outdoor clothes right after the exam and went prom shopping with Peng, Tian and Piri.
bought a simple black dress and some random white belt from Far East Plaza. Piri's gonna lend me her clutch since she has two, so i don't really need to buy one for prom.
both daddy and mummy commented on my skirt length being too short once they saw me in my dress. hahaha. parents are always like that.
the dress isn't that revealing and its slightly much better than the one i wore in Secondary Four.
at least i don't look like a fashion terrorist (which is good).
and also its fully stretchable and has no zip YESSS.
can't stand dresses with zips cause i suck at zipping myself up. especially those side zippers and back zippers. i like those which i can just pull over my head and wear them without any hassle. that's just me being picky la huh hehe.
currently my prom dress has been dumped back into the plastic bag with the belt. i was supposed to immerse it in a tub of water but its too late now and i'm a very lazy person.
maybe i'll do it tmr after i wake up.
ok my eyes really hurt and i guess its time i went to bed too.
my hair is dry already so i can sleep already.
goodnight all :)
Two more papers to freedom
heeheehee. i have two papers left till the end of A's.
chemistry and bio paper 1. can't wait.
graduation day has become like a thing of the past already. and i still remember many people skipped, for no reason zzz. people like Leong, Linh, Jia Le etc. even Thura came o_o
whatever la huh, they missed out on an unforgettable day. that was the day where we went for Peng Fei's housewarming barbecue. and that's where everything kinda started as they should a year ago. heh.
so yup, many things have happened, amidst the preparations for A's.
i'm now together with the guy i like, and i have never been happier. hehe.
i think that the many things that happened, from the closeness as friends, to the realisation of the extent of my feelings, to the awkwardness, have made us kinda more desperate in treasuring every second together. ok or maybe its just me heh.
many firsts together, after all its my first relationship.
progress is a lil fast but i guess its just us. hehe.
two things checked off my list, yay !
i guess i'll be doing some chem mcqs after this. paper's at 2.00PM tmr, i can't wake up too late either.
can't wait for after A's, many things to do such as dating, prom shopping etc. by hook or by crook, i have to find a suitable prom dress. i hope i can. pleaaaaaaseeee.
hard to find one cause i have to much fat at my problem areas. yes, time to do something bout it after A's. i swear i really need to stop procrastinating, like really.
i should update my blog regularly, after everything's over.
but that's something to think about only after A's.
mcqs now~! maybe doing till 1.00AM.
till next time !
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