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half tanned freak
okay. blame it on st john. i'm now tanned like a freak.
i mean, excuse me ?? a tanned face and neck but a untanned lower body ? i am so losing face. serious skin problem due to standing under the stupid sun for like, 10 minutes only ?? oooh, i'm baked to a crisp. st john's tough. stressful. i raised my hand when m'am rita asked who dont want to be in comp team. big surprise ? she gave me a talk after st john ended. she said i had potential. bleh. i have no potential at all. my footdrill is like shit coz my boots have horse shoe attached at the heels. and it made me feel like a odd one out. and my CPR. totally suck. no strength to compress. ugh. but why dominic can ??? he so short leh. dominic i hate you. okay whatever u already noe anyway. and next tues. home nursing !! oh, i am so dreading this day. the pillow is difficult. i forgot how to fold envelope corners. sue me. will TOC be better than this ?? just now went to see bernice's blog. i look silly in her pics. my leg looks fat. okay, i may reconsider. whether to be in comp team, or not. what the hell. SCREW ME !!! i cant make any decision !!! let me pluck rose petals... to join, not to join. to join, not to join... okay. i have no rose with me right now. frustrated. let me go bang my head on the wall. SJAB sometimes sucks.
my mum's pissed about the SJAB bowling thing. and the 2nd dec thing. coz it clashes with her leaves ( um, i dont really noe how to spell, but, i dont mean that kind of leaves that grows on trees ).
guess what i'm doing ?? charging my mp4. reading my first aid notes. *gives a wide, toothed smile* well, yes ! i am most certainly reading it ! let me quote some first aid thingies... ******************** first aid refers to the immediate treatment given to a casualty before the arrival of a professional or doctor. see ? okay. i'm blogging coz i wanted to apologize. i know i'm being quite a bitch these days. ( those who have seen me in this month, i guess you know who you are. ) aargh. i dont know what i'm bitching about. hate myself sometimes. forgive me. ******************** Normal breathing rate - 12 to 20 breaths per minute Normal pulse rate - 60 to 80 beats per minute @#%$?!&~%@$ wish me luck for tomorrow's SJAB thingie and 2nd dec thingie. dead blog *.*
crap. this like dead blog leh.
now my blog is pathetic. what the hell. donno why in a crappy mood. ARRGH !!! will someone please help me find a new skin thank u. maybe i starting another blog. a book blog. ugh. sounds lame. but im still starting it. i think im considering to censor this blog. my dad wants to read my blog. i might as well die, huh. going to change music soon. well, expect those that i mentioned. if i can get my lazy butt off my chair, i'll do it. mood swing
my apologies.
having mood swing lately. felt rotten for no reason. got pissed off sometimes. lose my temper lately, too. i realised that i use my middle finger to type. what's the big deal, anyway. gotta explain. okay, so me and jiayuan went to causeway. we went to cathay. WE WENT THERE TO CHECK OUT THE TIMING. i mean, obviously. if we dont check the timing, how are we do decide when to watch it ? obviously. i was hoping that lirong and dominic wont misunderstand. fine. thought i saw siu ho fung yesterday. looked quite alike, you see. and i thought i saw peh yu xiang. but the guy was too skinny, so obviously its not him. kelson saw me yesterday. and he called me right after that. -.- my pierced ear seems itchy. i like to antagonize it further. i have a naughty hand. |